You like being scared? Not knowing who to turn to? The truth hurts. The truth is that your friends and family don’t give a flying fuck about you. In fact, they hate you. They hate you more than a stranger does. You’d get more support from degenerates in the shittiest part of town than you would in your own house. Because your relatives are competing with you and they don’t want you to do better than them. Ditto for your friends, classmates, and coworkers. Lower your expectations so you aren’t let down so hard next time.